Mickey Huang has revealed that he was depressed for 15 years after he
broke up with Dee Hsu in 2000. Speaking about his condition to the
media for the first time, he shared that he only started to get better
in 2012.
The
44-year-old shared that his mother abandoned him before he celebrated
his 10th birthday. He recounted the day she left, where he cried on the
balcony asking her not to leave, but ended up being left behind
regardless. He continued that this incident has left an emotional scar
that has yet to be healed till date.
Because of what happened
during his childhood, Mickey expressed that he became a negative person.
Moreover, his hectic work schedule didn’t allow him time to properly
look after his mental health. After splitting from Dee in 2000, he fell
into depression and only managed to recover 15 years later.
He
shared that he wrote his will in 2004 “in case I suddenly died one day,
so that someone would see it when they were taking care of the
belongings I left behind”. Mickey went on to say that he has no sense of
security and only feels assured when he looks at the dolls and
collectibles at home, because “they’re the only ones who won’t leave me
behind (…) They’re mine once I buy them.”
He previously mentioned
that one of the biggest turning points in his life was in 2009, when a
veteran television producer suggested him to entrepreneur Jimmy Lai,
which helped his career pick up. After which, he was confirmed for three
gigs in 2012 – Red White Red White Victory, Zong Yi Shi Ba Ban (loosely translated to 18 Variety Lessons) and One in a Million.
He resolved his 15-year feud
with Dee last year and has since gotten back on his feet. He shared
that he now believes in letting go of the bad things that have happened
in the past and “ignoring what people think of me, putting down all the
negativity in my life and giving it all for my work and my life”. He
concluded that with this attitude, “there will be a day that everyone
will acknowledge me for what I’ve done”.